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Hi~ I have determined I'm trans

This page covers an abridgement of my jorny[sic] to realizing, ideally some memes/media that helped me along the way, and possibly an easter egg or two.

Needs a couple more tumblr posts for reference but otherwise presentable.

But how did you knoooooow

Dawg I still don't 100%.

Complications

Compelling Evidence

Maybe Not Self-Evident but Definitely Sus

Checking In

I made this page like the day after I decided I was trans. I was pointed toward a clinic that could evaluate me for medical transition, though it took me some time to even look at the booking page let alone complete the form. As I write this, I have an appointment booked and boy are my arms tired am I nervous.

Really, this page is about putting together the most concrete case I have for me continuing on this pathway.

It would be a huge deal if it happened to help anyone else, but idk I still feel like maybe I'm just lying and I should die a man and I'm screaming to a frozen arcade room. Don't die wondering, they say.

Fun Zone

Characters that I head spun about, like wait that should be me

I'll put the images at some point

Actually list aborted I'm looking at Nightraven Fiora LeagueOfLegends and I think we're back into sapphic* territory.

* Which I will not be confirming until months into the process to see if it was strictly jealosy and/or like a himejoshi** situation.

** Because like I see women kissing and I wish one of them was me but like we all do that. The real thing is like my sense of self is like brain and like a good half foot in front of me? You ever see like a Video Game camera module that has viewing minimum and maximum and you slide the minimum so it's outside of your avatar because no one would want to actually see that....? You know what, actually don't think about that.

Rename the new me

I've been thinking about this for over a month now but haven't settled and probably won't for a while.

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Dios Mio, it's a Trans Gengar!!